MERICA

MERICA

Never been afraid to be myself, after all, I am unicorn… 
#allthingsella

Never been afraid to be myself, after all, I am unicorn…
#allthingsella

Baby shima #doge

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#babybae

#babybae

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Beautiful. Eyes forward. Team death race: t-minus 4 days. Meow.

Beautiful. Eyes forward. Team death race: t-minus 4 days. Meow.

It is not all positives in my life that made me positive. It’s certainly a lot of negatives. 



When I was 12: I broke the L4 and L5 in a horse riding accident. 
When I was 13: I had exploratory spinal surgery that uncovered a birth defect where my spine was never connected to my sacrum and I had spondylothesis in four vertebrates. 
When I was 18: I hairline fractured my right tibia. And I fall into the depressing disorder of bulimia. 
When I was 19: I ruptured the brevis and longus tendons in my right foot. 
When I was 20: shortly after rupturing my tendons, the same foot stress fractures in the first and second metatarsal. 


I have been in wheel chairs, full back braces, therapists, physical therapists, doctors, chiropractors. I have taken heavy medications, involuntary and voluntary time off, and although I find myself hurting in confusion and frustration I have also found that through all the darkness there shines a light. And it’s me. 


I am my own beacon and my own creation and I will never let that fade. I can never let that cease. I shine bright due to my darkness and therefore I do not regret the pain. I appreciate all it has taught me and given me.  Don’t look at all the negatives in your life as a negative. Because they certainly don’t have to always be that to you. Embrace. Endure. Overcome.

It is not all positives in my life that made me positive. It’s certainly a lot of negatives.

When I was 12: I broke the L4 and L5 in a horse riding accident.
When I was 13: I had exploratory spinal surgery that uncovered a birth defect where my spine was never connected to my sacrum and I had spondylothesis in four vertebrates.
When I was 18: I hairline fractured my right tibia. And I fall into the depressing disorder of bulimia.
When I was 19: I ruptured the brevis and longus tendons in my right foot.
When I was 20: shortly after rupturing my tendons, the same foot stress fractures in the first and second metatarsal.


I have been in wheel chairs, full back braces, therapists, physical therapists, doctors, chiropractors. I have taken heavy medications, involuntary and voluntary time off, and although I find myself hurting in confusion and frustration I have also found that through all the darkness there shines a light. And it’s me.


I am my own beacon and my own creation and I will never let that fade. I can never let that cease. I shine bright due to my darkness and therefore I do not regret the pain. I appreciate all it has taught me and given me. Don’t look at all the negatives in your life as a negative. Because they certainly don’t have to always be that to you. Embrace. Endure. Overcome.

When bae takes me rent a movie and we discover the cry section and I remember Bella loved Edward and then that dog thing Jacob #thestruggleisreal #wifeymaterial @sarajg87

Deads

Deads