I’m posting this and letting y’all know. I’m in the works of some books. It’s a huge goal for me to get the first one published next spring…. Here’s a piece for your grey matter to absorb:

	I have found that one of the hardest things to accept in life is disappointment. It is a slow, toxic burn, one that will tear your heart into pathetic strips, like a mute paper shredder; just going through the motions that it is programmed to do. No one wants to accept the emotion nor does one want to claim it as theirs. So we simply push the ‘ON’ button and go about our business, as if the heaviness of our failures does not weaken our souls. 

	My heart was pounding inside my skull so violently I felt as if I was a sick animal being drug tested. My eyes were stitched back with thorns and burned as if acid had been dumped into them. Perhaps it was demons inside me coming out, but unfortunately it wasn’t, it was my life getting fucked up, in an instant my entire body was depleted of it’s strength. I do not know how long I was out for but it must not have been for long. Socks stood before me while I tried to grip ahold of reality. Small pebbles and clumps of dried dirt embedded into my soft skin, my mind covered in a heavy fog and the pain in my spine was something so incredibly new to me that I didn’t know what to make of it. It was just so amazingly painful that my heart raced at speeds I couldn’t handle and suddenly it occurred to me…

	I had fallen and not just at this very moment. But for years to come.

I’m posting this and letting y’all know. I’m in the works of some books. It’s a huge goal for me to get the first one published next spring…. Here’s a piece for your grey matter to absorb:

I have found that one of the hardest things to accept in life is disappointment. It is a slow, toxic burn, one that will tear your heart into pathetic strips, like a mute paper shredder; just going through the motions that it is programmed to do. No one wants to accept the emotion nor does one want to claim it as theirs. So we simply push the ‘ON’ button and go about our business, as if the heaviness of our failures does not weaken our souls.

My heart was pounding inside my skull so violently I felt as if I was a sick animal being drug tested. My eyes were stitched back with thorns and burned as if acid had been dumped into them. Perhaps it was demons inside me coming out, but unfortunately it wasn’t, it was my life getting fucked up, in an instant my entire body was depleted of it’s strength. I do not know how long I was out for but it must not have been for long. Socks stood before me while I tried to grip ahold of reality. Small pebbles and clumps of dried dirt embedded into my soft skin, my mind covered in a heavy fog and the pain in my spine was something so incredibly new to me that I didn’t know what to make of it. It was just so amazingly painful that my heart raced at speeds I couldn’t handle and suddenly it occurred to me…

I had fallen and not just at this very moment. But for years to come.

Ima be a business lady soon. And that excites me.

Ima be a business lady soon. And that excites me.

I can do all things I put me mind too. Motivation is inconsistent. Relying on the dedication to be better than I was yesterday. That shit. That shit stays with me. Let’s roll.

I can do all things I put me mind too. Motivation is inconsistent. Relying on the dedication to be better than I was yesterday. That shit. That shit stays with me. Let’s roll.

LIKKK UHHHHHH BAUSSSS 
Just finished massage school today and boy does it feel good!

LIKKK UHHHHHH BAUSSSS
Just finished massage school today and boy does it feel good!

It’s going to be a good day.

It’s going to be a good day.

Be grateful.

Be grateful.

shankkkk yeou @brandonblurts for zeeeeee tee shirt… #gainZz

shankkkk yeou @brandonblurts for zeeeeee tee shirt… #gainZz

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Ice cream. And for those that are going to ask, cause I know that shits gunna happen… That be some home grown tomatoes being canned. #bythepint

Ice cream. And for those that are going to ask, cause I know that shits gunna happen… That be some home grown tomatoes being canned. #bythepint

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Bask in my glory.

Bask in my glory.

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